Meaning :
O YathirAjA! Daily I disgrace my AchArya, the manthram and the DevathA associated with that manthram. I do not seem to be afraid of doing so even a little. What a pity? I roam boldly among the group of your devout sishyAs like a great one, who reveres Acharyan, manthram and its adhishtAna devatha. I am indeed a ruffian!
Meaning :
O YathirAjA! What a tragedy! I commit three kinds of Apacharams through my mind, speech and body. I continue to do many things that cause you displeasure. Yet I go on acting like I am doing all that you instructed me to do. I am spending my time in this fashion. I am indeed a despicable ruffian
Commentary by: Sri Oppiliappan Koil VaradAchAri Sadagopan
Very very touching and moving.If Swami Manavalamamunimagal is saying like this inspite of being a great acharya, what to say of people like me ! Adiyen Ramanuja Dasan